The devil sends a bad report
May 14th, 2008A funny thing happened to me today… I got a call from a student I had a few years ago. The funny thing wasn’t that she called me. The funny thing is this was a student who, well, didn’t really like me very much. She had all the options in the world for dance training but she stayed at the studio I was teaching at. Her mother didn’t care for me either. She often accused me of beig smug, calculating and arrogant. They thought I was over opionated about the industry I’m in and what it takes to make a professional career happen. This student is now 25 has finished up her BA in theater with a focus on dance and is now in a major production on Broadway. She asked me how the enrollment for my workshop was and proceeded to say that any advance dancer that didn’t come to it was waisting a great opprotunity. I agreed with her on that. It was very reassuring to hear from someone who I always tought hated me.
She told me that she was thinking of me the other day and found our website on line. She called to tell me thank you and that she was sorry for all the things she said. I was moved. I hadn’t forgoten her but didn’t expect that she would be one to pursue a dance career. She told me that all my training and advice really paid off. She asked me how we were doing and I explained to her all that is happening and that I still have those who don’t like me and spread bad reports about me. This young lady, a christian, told me something I have been saying for several days now… “Eddy, the devil sends a bad reprot.” Thats so funny to me.
I know that I have a personality that rubs people the wrong way sometimes. Shoot people may not even know why they don’t like me… They just don’t. The beauty of it is I know that God has a reason he made me this way. I am asked all the time why I came to Roswell NM. I had the chance to go back to LA. If I did I would have work today on major projects. So why Roswell. Why this little town where people are interconnected so tight that you could be sitting with the cousin of the lady you just cut off in the parking lot, and not even know it. Why Roswell??? My answer is always the same. GOD!
God sent me to Roswell for a reason. He has given me a vision of what he wants me to do here. He has equiped my with years of training. He has provided me with all the work experience needed to make me more experienced than my competition. He has blessed me with great talent. He put me in places and in front of people in the dance industry who would model for me that way that this business really is. God put me in a family that was military. My grandfather was a top ranking officer in the airforce during the cold war. My grandmother ran his house with an iron fist. I was raised to have my own mind and not be afraid to voice my own opinion. Even if that opinion isn’t popular. I was taught by my parents to respect authority but not to necessarily go along with it just to get along. I learned very early that I was different. I was the only guy on my football team that spent his nights after practice in tights at a ballet school. I was taught not to conform to the norm and to live my own life. My voice was heard in my home growing up and my parents often asked me what I thought about any given topic. God put me in a place where he knew I would become a vessel fit for the one thing He wants done here. So I will not be overly appoligetic and I am not going to do business as usual here.
I don’t know if He has sent others here to do what I am doing. If He did they failed in their task. I wont fail. People see this studio we opened as the start and finish of what we are doing. I have shared my vidion with people and I am sure alot of people think I am a little nuts. There are people who flat out don’t believe. But there are alot of people that do. See Noah had to build an ark. Joseph dreamed he would rule over his fathers house when he was the younger brother, Moses had to free his people, Jashua had to dominate the promise land and Jesus raised the dead. The thing that these men had in common was that all of them had the devil sending bad reports about them or to them.
I know that I have rubbed people the wrong way here. I have spoken my mind and had to appologize for it. I never speak with the intention of doing harm so I don’t really give much thought to it afterwards. I know that there are people who don’t like me… And praise God they don’t. Not everyone liked Jesus. Even His own friends denied him and jumped off the ride when the thought it was getting to bumpy.
A wise man once told me… “If you think you are walking in the will of God and you never hear a bad report, then you probably arent. If you aren’t sure if you are walking in the vision God has for you and you hear people are saying bad things about you, you probably are. The devil will always send a bad report.” So praise God.
Praise God for the people who say that my workshop is not real. Praise God for all of the people who are telling everyone they talk to not to come to my studio. Praise God for all the rumors that we are not going to be open long. Praise God for all the chatter that my students hear from their peers at school. Praise God for all the lies that people say about me not making up my own stuff. Praise God for the fact that when I do use material from other artists they are cool enough that I feel comfortable asking themand I get permission first. Praise God that He gave me enough creativity to teach origional material as I make it up in class. Praise God for the people who don’t believe in my vision, and for those who do and are helping me. Praise God that He put us in a this place at this time to usher in change. And praise God for allowing the bad report to come across my ear so that I know for a surity that I am walking in His will and under His annointing and direction. Praise God that there are very influentual peple that are supporting and believing God with us.
Another man I have met when I moved here that I respect more than anyone else, save only 2 others, said to me recently… “Great men aren’t great because they don’t make mistakes, or because they never have trouble on the road to greatness. Great men become great throught their mistakes and on the problem filled journey.” My grandfather would never consider himself a great man. I, however, do consider him a great man. He was a life long warrior. He served in WW2 and Korea. He was battle hardened. If you look at any high ranking officer you will see a man that has made mistakes, maybe lost lives due to his choices and orders. Look at him close and you will see his scars from many years of struggle. This is how God makes us great men and women.
So devil thank you for sending the bad report. Thank you for affirming to me that I am walking according to Gids will. Thank you for people telling “everyone they talk to” not to come to my workshop or to my studio. Thank you for telling people bad things about me. Thank you for lieing about my ability and work. Thanbk you for sending slanders about my business. Thank you for sending a bad report. I am more spiritually mature than to be upset. You can’t defeat me. You aren’t powerful enough to stop the work God is doing through me. No weapon formed against me shall prosper and no word spoken against me shall stand. All you have done is proven to me that I am in the right place doing the right thing and that God is going to use me because of my charactor flaws not in spite of them.
Thank you God for choosing me for this task. I will carry it out boldly and with great courage and conviction. I will not be afraid nor will I be dismaid for you are with me. I know that all things are possible for me through Christ who strengthens me. Blessed be the God and Father of my Lord Jesus who has blessed me with all spiritual blessing in heavenly places. Praise God for the real and true optical visions He has given me of the task I am here for and for the word of confermation He has sent my way to prove that it is real.Phentermine low price
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